Hey Emily! I’m a 20-year-old woman from England. In so far as I understand, i am entirely right as well as in love with my long-lasting boyfriend. (OK, there clearly was onetime for me. )Here’s the thing: When I masturbate (and even sometimes when my boyfriend is going down on me), I think about girls having sex with girls that I hooked up with a girl, but I decided it’s just not.